thanks for the replies about the ear piercing guys:) i’m putting antiseptic on it… my roommate says it isn’t infected but it’s just ‘angry’ hahah i don’t know if that’s a very english description but it just generally looks angry! i was also advised to go to the chemist if it doesn’t go down in 24 hours. cos it’s literally so swollen. anyways. thank you for the kind words! 

does anyone know much about piercing infections (specifically cartilage)? kinda freaking out about a massive bloody lump i’ve found at the back of my ear

i’m in spain! on vacation for 8 days alone, gunna be chill

had a panic attack at work tonight, so fucking horrible

is anyone else from the uk and doing music a level (specifically year 13)? i could really use a shoulder to cry on right now 

guys i had my first shift at the bar yesterday and it’s so good. except i’m so nervous for tonight cos i won’t be shadowing and i won’t have any help when serving people… and it’s a friday night. i’m so nervous and it’s not like i’m a shy person, what with loving to perform on stage and whatnot. urgh someone calm me down!

(in a good and bad way)

over the last couple of days, since being ill with a cold, i have suffered from really bad migraines. does anybody else know any ways to relieve the pain? it’s making my eyes water and it’s just hell and i could really use some help

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• pictures of foodporn/exercise/fit bodies
• doesn’t post unrealistic/photoshopping thinspo and unhealthy and triggering quotes/images/text posts

reblog and i’ll check you out!

… just some gifs to sum up my excitement at freedom!

i have such an epic few days coming up:

tomorrow night i have a party with a close friend of mine that i don’t see a lot of. we were invited by our old old OLD best friend from primary school, we haven’t seen her in about 12 years and out of the blue she invites us (we used to be a sort of threesome) to her 18th! so i’m really looking forward to that.

then saturday night i have another party at my one of my best friends’ house for his 18th… it’s a masquerade ball so it’s gunna be great! i’ll upload a picture of me in my dress and mask for y’all to see!

and then on sunday i have a housewarming bbq/party (not at all the weather for a bbq in england but oh well!) and my friend from an hour away in kent arrives for 3 days…

and THEN on monday night we are going out clubbing (monday is a student night/really busy in an area where i live) which is going to be great because i can show much friend how we do it around here!

so all in all it’s going to be a great few days, so fucking excited wooooo! ps. i’m impressed if any of you read to the bottom hahah, didn’t expect this to be a mini essay!

my first food since fasting… it tasted SO good. it really makes me appreciate food after not being about to eat for 5 days

okokok i know what some of you are going to say… but read this before you start lecturing me and like OMG OMG YOU CAN’T FAST ITS BADBADBAD etc when you haven’t educated yourself. 

for all of you with open minds, feel free to read on! maybe i should post my results first:

okay so i’m 5’8.

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before juice fast - 18/03/13

weight: 76.6kg/ 12st/ 168.8lb

just under bra line: 32 inches

waist: 32.5 inches

over my belly button: 38 inches

hips: 40 inches

bum: 41.5 inches

top of thigh: 25 inches

just above my knee: 18 inches

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after juice fast - 23/03/13 (5 days later)

weight: 72.6kg/ 11st 6lbs/ 160lbs (8lbs loss)

just under bra line: 31 inches (1 inch loss)

waist: 29.5 inches (3 inches loss)

over my belly button: 36 inches (2 inches loss)

hips: 39 inches (1 inch loss)

bum: 40 inches (1.5 inches loss)

top of thigh: 24 inces (1 inch loss)

above knee: 17.75 inches (0.25 inches loss)

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and yes, i am aware quite a lot of that 8lbs is water weight. but i have lost a lot of bloating and cleansed my body which has definitely been the aim of this.

so i basically had nothing but herbal teas and freshly extracted vegetable and fruit juice from my juicer for 5 days… so it wasn’t for the faint hearted!

days 1-3 were absolute hell. i even hated going on tumblr (!!!) because of all the amazing food porn. i was tired, emotional, headachy (because of having to cut out caffeine - and i’m a bitch for that stuff) .

the last 2 days were okay, i had elevated energy and felt very clean and healthy!

so i thought i would just share my results because i am so so happy with them!